Former model Chrissy Teigen continues to share her wrenching loss on of her baby boy she lost in the hospital. The continued, consistent revelation by Teigen to the world regarding a sacred, emotional moment occurring in her private life is an uncommon one. Celebrities so often plead to the public for privacy regarding their private life, and rightfully so- Teigen has been the opposite of that.
It’s quite a surprising move that Teigen would share such intimate details of her private life to the world. These moments are known to be reserved ONLY for the partner, and the closest family members. Not the world. Teigen in a recent post on her INSTRAGRAM page remembering the carrying her baby boy to his lost said:
these are from our video shoot for Wild in Mexico. I was 10 weeks along and out of my mind happy. I knew the video would take a bit to get together so thought it would be cute to share our news with the world through the ol classic hand on belly trick at the end. I could have never imagined what would happen over the next 10 weeks…not sure I’ll ever be able to watch that video again without sobbing but I hope he feels my tears and knows we miss him so. He would have been here any day now – if he were like Luna and Miles, I’d probably be holding him as we speak.
I am so full of regret that I didn’t look at his face when he was born. I was so scared of seeing him in my nightmares that I forgot about seeing him in my dreams. I hurt every day from that remorse. This month is a rough reminder and to be honest, I thought the worst was over but I guess life and emotions aren’t on any sort of schedule. Love you guys to pieces and am grateful for all your support and love. I firmly believe energy and healing travels through the night sky and I feel it, I promise I do. ❤️ and I love you jack. I miss you so so much.